Showing posts with label study. Show all posts
Showing posts with label study. Show all posts

Sunday, May 27, 2012

It's hard to tell what's inside my heart


Lately, i've been starting my final examination...well it's fine really fine...is it? oh well every critical time like this, something would come up and bothers me...why...why...and why?? I don't quite understand it.. It felt like a large lump in my heart pushing to my throat, trying to get out!

Oh friend, you are too precious for me..our friendship is priceless..Don't let our ship be sunked to the bottom of this challenging world...i know we could make through all this together...Don't just turn away..Let's face it!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Thorn in between me...


Now i'm onlining using other people's lappy, i miss my cute little lappy..i don't need to type broad because my lappy is only 10 inch compared to this 16 inch! hehe ^_^ What am i going to post for today? Well as we all know, all ipta's student is currently facing their final examination period

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY PEERS WHOM CURRENTLY FACING THEIR FINAL EXAMS!! FIGHTING!

 remarkably this time i felt no mood at all to study...it is not like i am torn between to study or not to study but i am indeed don't want to study at all..OH NO~! NO NO NO NO....

Hehe actually wanted to share with you all something...For a long time i felt that there is a thorn in between my heart...luckily someone arrived into my life and the thorn was gone..but now it is here again, prickling deeply inside my heart and left me bleeding from inside...oh it hurts...it hurts~! *sobs*


 Somehow, people can't see that i'm suffering, i must swallow it all inside me...I must cloud all my true feelings inside and protect it from being known by others by keep smiling and be cheerful at all times...haish being yukie is not an easy task..Now i keep holding on, waiting for the answer to come or perhaps my time will arrive before i even know the answer...nobody will be held responsible to what happens to me...remember that...i know you are reading...hahahahaha (^_~) *spooky mood~!*

Lately i love to write poems, to express my deep feelings...well enjoy:


My knees start to shake
when you are in sight,
my minds filled with wonder
my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 
when did it start 
how can I listen to my mind
without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 
what should I do? 
I can't think of anything 
except of you.

Shouldn't ignore you 
 just give it time
I can't think straight 
my heart controls my mind.


Monday, December 26, 2011

Deep in my heart...:::....


Sometimes there are some stuff that you keep in your head, it will blends with your thoughts....
And again it will raise questions and pondering about this and that...
Well i take a deep breath and answer the questions with my heart...
Because for me when you unconsciously answers your thoughts...
That is the truest and most meaningful answer because you know your heart's desire...
Without anyone to interrupt your answers...
My advice is  be true to your heart...
You need to be true to yourself everyday and always ^__^

If you are asking if i NEED YOU,
The answer is FOREVER....
If you are asking if i will ever LEAVE YOU,
The answer is NEVER....
If you are asking if what I VALUE,
The answer is YOU....
If you are asking if I LOVE YOU,
The answer is I DO....

P/s: It is not easy to be true to one's self...but do try, cause you'll never know what the outcomes will be...indeed it will surprises you though....

Friday, December 23, 2011

Dampening eyes of me~~


I have shed my tears long enough
I have restless nights long enough
Why is all this happens to me?
Am i not being destined to be happy?
The answer might be true...

And i am alone inside
The hollowness once filled with you
Now it is hollow once again
Without you i'm LOST
Without you it is better for me to go away
DIE
Leaving this world at peace once and for all


You promised to make me happy
SHATTERED
You asked me to wake up
SHOULDN'T
You said you loved me
.......
*sigh*


Last night i thought i was the luckiest girl in the world
When you said how beautiful i am to your eyes
We cried out of joy for one another
And yet cried together out of the bitterness
You said that we shall never be apart
You will never leave me
And i must never leave you
You are my soul and i am yours
Is it just simply words?
Coz i couldn't comprehend the feelings it brought with...

there are some you can't let go of
the ones whom you shed a tear for
when they travel away from you
those are the ones you feel you love

then there are some that you hate to see go
but hold back your dampening eyes
when they part from your side
these are the ones you know you love




Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Romantic Definition of Man




Now i am sitting with my friend who take Romantic and Victorian subject which is for the English Literature specialization course..and we now discuss about Man from a romantic point of view....

JUST A BIT REMINDER...this is the definition of man according to Victorian English Period alright?

What is man? How does he differ from the gods on the one hand and nature on the other? What is the divine element in a man? A different set of answers to such questions or a shift of emphasis in the old answers, changes the style and subject matter of poetry and the poet's conception of his function.

For example, in the age of the heroic epic the difference between gods and men is that the former are immortal and the latter must finally all die like the beasts. In the meantime, however, some men are made godlike and separated from nature by the favor of the gods, becoming heroes who do great deeds. The poet, that is, the man inspired with the gift of tongues, celebrates the hero and his acts.

In the Middle Ages, the quality which man shares with God and which the creatures do not have is a will that can make free choices. What separates man from God is sin, that he can and does choose wrongly, love himself and act selfishly. The function of the poet is to exhibit the human soul tempted by competing loves and to celebrate the ways in which she can be redeemed.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Tardiness

Now i felt like suffocating over my life...not like i am not grateful for the gift of my life but....i am not like what people see me.. I keep this for myself as i don't know to whom i can share...hurm.....

Whatever it is...i felt at ease when i am with Gizmo...lucky to have you my baby boy =) ... when i want a peace at heart i always be with Gizmo...he knows how to entertain his mommy...here's some picture of me playing with him:::







Oh yes, today is my roommate's engagement day. CONGRATS KAK IZZAH... i arrived a little bit late at her house but luckily i manage to arrive before the "rombongan lelaki"...hehe ^___^ waaah i'm so proud of her because she can control her nerves but when i arrived there she broke out....she became tense and all.. me and kak fiq try our best to calm her down...Alhamdulillah the ceremony runs smoothly...can't wait to see her back in our room ^__________^ *a big smile for you...


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Wanted to be with my loved ones. . .

Now am at the campus, and the person closest to me are my roommates...you girls are all my loved ones...i love you girls a lot.! You are always there for me to support me when i am sad or sick, always there to cheer me and to listen to me, always there to accompany me and laugh with me...you grils are always there...THANK YOU SO MUCH! It means world for me ^___^

Now this semester i am not always in pink of health. We are now in week 4 and i already got two Medival Certificates (MCs), normally people like having MCs but not me! What can i do, doctors gave me MCs in order for me to rest, and i really need a good rest since i want to recover from my sickness... The beginning of the semester, i already fall sick (until going through emergency room) during my first week...oh how pity! Then the other time is when i have gastrics attack and i keep throwing up a lot! until i felt dehydrated! Then the doctor also gave me an MC....Now in week 4, i have flu, i have sneeze a total of 15 times since 8 p.m. yesterday ( i have been counting in case the doctor asked how many times do i sneeze because they like to ask such questions and expect an exact answer from us! now i'll give you and exact answer!!! )...and i felt feverish from time to time and i do cough a lot...i think the doctor need to give me another MC...but i am trying to hold on because it's already Wednesday and i have another day of class to go..! I think i can hold on till the end! go go CHAIYOK!

Now as usual i am filling the gaps that i have before my last class for today...i throat started to feel sore (because of too much coughing!)....hm, maybe this weekend i'll have a combo of = flu +  sneezing + fever + cough +sore throat! yeay what a way to celebrate my weekend! urrrggghhhhhh +______+

THIS IS GOING TO BE ME IN NEXT FEW DAYS : : :

          
p/s: Will be lying in bed in order to get better to face week 5 *_____*

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Live in Campus

Now have been in week 3 since the semster started. There are lots of things need to be done in a wink (^_~)... however during the first week of the semester i was not around in the campus because i need to settle things one or two.....or perhaps more..well, whatever.. Now being a third year student is not an easy task. There's lots of homeworks need to be done and not to mention the readings for the classes...there's a lot! imagine we are only in week three and the reading for each subjects is as thick as an Oxford Dictionary..oh my~ oh my~ PLUS with my MRC things i really wanted to apologize to my fellow MRC members for not being able to be with you girls for two events...that is not what i intended to do...but i just can't help it...i don't want things to turn out like this..i do feel really3 bad about myself~~~~hontoni gomenasai!

 

As for now i'm still trying my best to catch up with the lessons that i'm missing....i really need to work doubled from u girls...now my credit hours is 22...classes from 8.30a.m until 6.30 p.m everyday really sucked the life out of me.. i hope i can make up to you girls one day.

As for those Spm candidates out there...do study for your SPM examinations because if you think that your level is very hard, just think about how will it be when you are studying in university level...????

OK...now i didn't know what i babble about....hurm...hurm.... *lost*
TOTALLY LOST OVER HERE!!! hehehehehe
Why suddenly i become like this?????

Now i am in the computer lab, trying to fill up my class gaps. i have another class at 5.00p.m until 6.30p.m. Now my mind and body were both tired, exhausted......
Ok can't wait to get to my room, take a shower, do my prayers and then lie a little bit on my bed hugging Mr.Smurf (I got a smurf plush toy last week!)

i think that's it for now..will be updating soon. . . . . .

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

10 Things You Must Do Before That Successful Interview

Lately i'm doing a research on how to do a good interview~it's for my DISCOURSE ANALYSIS course presentation....hehe, i've come out with 10 simple steps that i bet all of you could follow it easily...well happy reading ^___^

You've worked hard to get here. You've sent out 31 resumes, networked, attended job fairs, enrolled in school for more education – you've taken all the right steps.

Then, one afternoon the phone rings. "Yes, we'd like you to come in for an interview. Is next Tuesday at 10:00 alright with you?" Alright???!!! You can be there in 10 minutes! But you gather your composure, pretend to rifle through your "appointment book" and calmly reply, "Yes, Tuesday at 10:00 works for me. See you then." Now what?

 


1. Review your resume.


Sure, you know it by heart. But what was it that caught the eye of this recruiter or the HR pro? Specialized experience? Unique training? A steady history of career advancement? Revisit your resume from the point of view of the interviewer. It may provide insight into the company's employee needs – something that would certainly be advantageous to know going in.

2. Get back on-line.

The Internet served you well in the preparation of personalized cover letters targeted at the recipients' needs. Okay, visit the company web site again and start taking notes. Corporate officers, the latest press releases, the company's annual report. Gather as much information as you can on your soon-to-be-employer.

3. Study, study, then cram.

The more you learn about your callback company, the better you're going to feel walking in that door. Knowledge is power. Knowledge will make you more confident in your attitude and your answers. You know this stuff. You've studied it! Knowledge of company products, services, protocols and procedures shows the interviewer that you're proactive, with an eye for detail and an appreciation for the power of preparation. In other words, you'll make a positive impression.

4. Rehearse your interview.

How can you rehearse for something that doesn't have a script? Write one. You know the typical questions you'll be asked so write down some of your most insightful, witty thoughts regarding the state of your industry and profession. Be prepared to describe past positions, responsibilities and accomplishments. This is not a time for false modesty, so don't be afraid to highlight your professional strengths and play down your terrible typing skills. Remember: it's no brag if it's the truth. Ask your spouse, your child or a friend to play the role of interviewer so you become more comfortable speaking about yourself in front of others. Again, this is a confidence builder. The more you practice, the more confident you'll be.

5. Develop your list of questions.

Your interview shouldn't be seen as some type of interrogation. It's a "getting to know you" meeting, so feel free to ask questions. However, your first question shouldn't be "How much do I get paid?" or "How's the 401k plan, here?" Instead, ask questions that show you understand the job and the company's needs. Be quick to pick up on the interviewer's comments and ask relevant questions.

Interviewer: We've had some issues with field reports coming in late recently.
You: How are the reports transmitted?
(Oh, you're good. Very good.)

6. Dress for success.

An interview is a performance with people playing different roles. Your role is successful job prospect. Play the part. Whether you're female or male, the conservative business suit is the recommended attire for any interview. If your business suit needs a pressing, send it to the dry cleaners. If you don't own a suit (you'd be surprised at the number of us who don't) go out and get one. It doesn't have to be an $800 designer suit, but it should be conservative black, blue or gray.

7. Get cut or coiffed.

You'll have 15 minutes to make a good impression. Treat yourself to a visit to the local hair stylist. You bet looks matter. They'll be plenty of time to show your talent once you land the job. For now, look like a success, feel like a success – be a success.

8. Practice positive visualization.

Professional athletes do it. So do actors, yoga instructors and new age thinkers who sleep under makeshift pyramids to absorb that mystical energy. It's called positive visualization – and it works. It really does. In the days leading up to the interview, picture yourself sitting opposite the head of HR. Picture yourself relaxed, comfortable, at the top of your game. Play that clip over and over in your mind until it becomes so familiar, it actually becomes a part of your self-image. It simply can't be stated too often – your confidence during an interview should be obvious and genuine.

9. Gather your materials.

The day before the interview, gather your materials and place them in a briefcase or attaché. Don't have one? Buy one or borrow one. It's another opportunity to project that professional image you wear so well. Bring extra copies of your resume in a manila envelop. Bring a pad and pencil to take notes. Bring a calculator (you never know). Bring your address book and copies of your business card. If you've been asked to provide additional information (school transcripts, e.g.) make sure you've got clean copies ready to hand over.

10. Sleep tight.

You've done it all. You've prepared yourself; you've built your confidence so you can look the interviewer straight in the eye. You are ready to rock ‘n' roll! Okay, too psyched. You'll never get to sleep. The night before the interview, go to bed early. Have some warm milk, coco or herbal tea (stay away from the 3rd scotch). Relax. Set the alarm and sleep comfortably in the knowledge that you're as prepared as you'll ever be. No, not every interview will be a success. You won't get the job every time – but don't take it personally. It's not about you; it's about the needs of the company. However, you can increase the chances of success by presenting a professional, prepared, and confident you to the interviewer. That's how you turn an interview into a job offer.

You're hired!



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