Have you ever feel that you love someone? Or you already had someone you loved? Or you are in love with someone? Have you ever felt that your heart being crushed by that particular person? Oh well, i guess it is the way we learn about life. Life is not like what we always expected. Sometimes life is full of surprises and some other times life is full of misery. But this is life...if everything in life goes as what we expected, as what we wanted it to be..our life will be boring..because there's no questions, puzzles to solve, adventures, since we already know what is going on in our life.
I have a friend whom lately her heart have been crushed by someone she love. Oh pity her =( She loved that "someone" for 5 years and suddenly "someone" left her without any reason at all. For two years after they clashed, the girl try hard to forget "someone" and to get her heart straight. Suddenly on the third year, that "someone" came back to her and told her that He wanted to be friends with her because he missed her as a friend before they get coupled! So the girl accepted him but the girl keep her distance and always remain caution against him.
One day when they go out together, that guy confessed to the girl that he cannot forget her, he loves her still and want to get back to her. The girl became so confused that she doesn't know what to reply. The girl asked "aren't you still in a relationship with someone? why did you say all this to me? why did you go out with me? you didn't feel guilty to her????!" (from my point of view----OMG! there's such person like HIM???! SOB!). Then he replied; "i don't care anymore, what i want is you." the guy leaned over to her... Then the girl slapped him in the face! she said "Yes, in my heart there is you, i still adore you, love you but to be precise the old you. I don't know who you are right now. My heart is pure, and so is my love. I believe out there, there's somebody that is worthy enough to accept my love, someone who will love me back as much as i love him. Someone that will appreciate me, never make fun or play with my heart and feelings. Someone that will always be there for me, willing to sacrifice for my happiness. Someone that is very precious. AND IT IS NOT YOU! DEFINITELY NOT YOU! goodbye." Then the girl left crying over the pieces of their love.
I don't know how to conclude this story. From what i know the girl still wept over her ex-boyfriend. I always reminded her that he is not worth it, and i believe that one day she will meet the one who is right for her. Let us all pray for her happiness ok? ^________^
