Happy Eid Mubarak to all:::

May this Eidul Fitri brings happiness to all muslimin and muslimah....

p/s: Click on the picture to enlarge it ok~!

Finding a heart @ Mencari sekeping hati part.1

When a Girl asked a boy " who am i to you?" the boy answered "just a friend, whom i know and cared for." the girl asked further
"what type of friend am i to you? why you cared for me?" the boy answered "you r my close friend, of course i care" 

then,

he just walk away. WAIT!! he doesn't hear a breaking sound from the girl's heart? 

BOYS!! one thing you need to know,
never take we girls for granted. Most boys doesn't like commitments, that's why their answers to our questions are very rhetorical. Well hurm...hurm...*i am pondering what to write next..* 

They answered that way in order to make their opportunities wider and to avoid from harming the girls. 

BUT they do harm us by answering that way. 

They just DOESN'T REALISE~~

Have you ever feel like you are always be as A BESTFRIEND TYPE OF GIRL?? well that's what happen to me. I have some boy friends around, whom i'll be there for them no matter what..When i said i love them, they will just laugh at me~~and i will go...why? why? and why? again.. Am i not a serious type of person..*maybe*~~ When a boy know that i like him, i am in love with him, despite my feelings he also in return say that he also like me and loves me *kyaa~!*, but at the same time he asked me to find him a girl whom he will make as his girlfriend *love,soul mate* and whom maybe he will make as his bride. I just smile, *but in my heart i am breaking to pieces, i am crying like hell~!* BUT HE ADDED " you will always be my girl~~my BESTGIRL" Oh god, doesn't he know that i am indeed devastated by him??? Oh gosh~~!!!

I am always in search for a heart where i can be inside to feel secured and protected..but in my journey i always being harm and worse crash for life~! why? why? why?

P/s: Must i wear a plaster like this so that u boys know that i am hurt?

FINALLY . . .

Last night upon my arrival at the bus station. I smile and nearly cried to see my younger siblings faces, eager seeing me arrive and also caring, sweet faces of my parents..they all came to pick me up~~ *something weird because normally it's just my dad alone who come and pick me up, well i bet they all miss me so much~!* Then we all journey back home...home sweet home ^_^.. At home, all of my siblings surrounded me, asking me lots of questions and want me to tell them stories about me, how have i been so far~~ well i kind of exhausted and my brain don't want to think much..so i told them that i will entertain them tomorrow..now i want to rest. So they disperse.. I took a bath, wear my night gown and lay in my bed. My eyes doesn't feel sleepy anymore~! So i chit chat with my younger sister until 3 a.m. hehe ^_^

This morning...i heard a voice...waking me up early at 4.30 a.m. It is the voice that i have been missing for months..I am indeed craving to hear that voice again..It keep calling me, calling my name..asking me to wake up..~~"kakak, bangun kak, bangun..sahur..sahur..jom3!" hehe..it's the voice of my DAD...MY BELOVED DAD..waking me up for SAHUR! oh how i miss his voice...*i pretend that i am not waking up because i want to hear his voice calling me again and again...naughty me~! ahahaha* finally i woke up...i open my eyes slowly...indulging the feeling of being at home at last...i smile to myself..and rise up..i stretch and turn my head to my right side..there lay a girl whom i love so much..i can't stop smiling seeing her sleepy face..i woke her up, "bihan dear, bangun..sahur.." she's my younger sister *next after me, i am the eldest, she's the second*. i open the window of our bedroom, taking a very deep fresh breath..i felt relaxed and calm, the beauty of being at home..far away from the polluted city a.k.a Kuala Lumpur. I am going to use this opportunity being at home fully. I will spend it with my beloved parents and siblings.

SEDIH YANG AMAT~~~!!!

Orang lain semua dah balik kampung....Tinggal eryna sorang2 aje kat sini..roomate semua dah lesap..ni la padahnya lambat beli tiket pastu mula la terpaksa balik lewat sikit sebab tiket dah habis..KALAU IKUTKAN HARI KHAMIS DAH BOLEH BALIK~! tapi apakan daya nasib diriku yang malang..oh tuhan...Tu pun dah kira nasib baik sebab fify belikan tiket, kalau x, x balik la jawabnye..uhuhuw ='( Well duk sorang2 ni kuat pulak online..*padahal banyak lagi kerja lain nak wat, barang x kemas, bilik x kemas lagi, assignment berlambak..etc2* ye la nak u batkan hati yang sebak dan lara di tinggalkan sorang2 begini...huhuw... Xpe la BE STRONG ERYNA kan~??!!!

Ok la dah x mo fikir yang sedih2...now eryna nak kongsi dengan u guys this pic sebagai peringatan bagi semua....(p/s: click kat gambar utk enlarge..senang sikit nak baca..hehe ;P )

haih~! ^_^

Gift of a friend

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Don't Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone to Count On
Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend

I Cherish. . .

Today I found a friend
who knew everything I felt.
She knew my weakness
and the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders
and listened to my dreams,
She listened to how I felt about life and love
and knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me
or tell me I was wrong
She understood what I was going through
and promised she'd stay long.

I reached out to this friend,
to show her that I care
to pull her close and let her know
how much I need her there

how much i cherish her.

Now i totally have friends,

which i called my bestfriends,

my best girls~!

Just want you all to know,

Deep in my heart,

there'll always be you girls.

I cherish these friendships,

as long as my heart pumping,

as long as i breath,

till the end of my lifetime,

i will always love and care,

i will always be there,

FOR YOU...

A SHOCKING PHENOMENA..wake up Muslims~!

Beggars earn RM300 a day during Ramadan

Berita Minggu reported that foreign beggars could collect up to RM300 a day at Ramadan bazaars especially those in posh residential areas.

Armed with only a cardboard to sit on and a small container, these beggars apparently had conducted their own survey and knew which bazaars were “lucrative” for them.

The Taman Tun Dr Ismail’s Ramadan bazaar was among the popular spots for foreign beggars to put on sad faces and extend their arms with the containers firmly in their hands seeking donations.

Most of the beggars, whose nationality is unknown, could not speak Malay or English.
The paper said its three-hour survey revealed that every five people who walked past a beggar would donate some cash.


An excerpt adapted from The Star Online, 23 August 2010

Ramadhan is one of the month that have been waited by all the muslims all around the world. This month is a month that is full of barakah and blessings by Allah S.W.T. On Ramadhan all muslims races to do ibadah and muamalah. This issue about beggars is not a whole new issue. It happens since years back [couldn't really remember the exact year ;) ]. The beggars take an advantage of this blissful month to get extra income..[what RM300 A DAY?? even most of the people who work for 8hours/day didn't get that much~!!!] Well, we can't fully blame the beggars alone but it is the people who donate the money to them should be given awareness to. Yes, we muslims are encourage to do sadaqah. It is one of the most easy ibadah to do, where you just need to donate something or just anything that is beneficial to the needy and we MUST DO IT SINCERELY with no other intention associated to the act. However we must observe the rules of sadaqah, for instance on who is qualified to receive our sadaqah?, what is the condition that allows a person to seek sadaqah?, what type of sadaqah that is more encourage? and many more. The type of sadaqah that is more encourage in islam is giving food or basic needs. If we just give the beggars money, we will not know what will they do with the money right? If they use the money that we gave for good things then it's ok...but when they use our money to something bad and then how are we going to be sure that our sadaqah will get barakah or not?? well just another question to ponder. . . Wake up all my muslims brothers and sisters..

Haih~~! (=_=)

A BATTLE part.3

huuuaaarrrgghhhh 3 more chapters to read~!
Today i have a midterm examination on critical thinking and problem solving subject....very very very critical and problematic~!! i hope i can do well in this examination..i don't want to loose my carry mark...huhuw ='( dear friends please pray for me...Pray "dear god, let eryna pass this exam excellenCritical Thinking: A Student's Introductiontly"
Critical Thinking: A Student's Introduction

I've been waiting nearly a year for this~!

Overview of the movie:::
Air, Water, Earth, Fire. Four nations tied by destiny when the Fire Nation launches a brutal war against the others. A century has passed with no hope in sight to change the path of this destruction. Caught between combat and courage, Aang discovers he is the lone Avatar with the power to manipulate all four elements. Aang teams with Katara, a Waterbender, and her brother Sokka to restore balance to their war-torn world.

i've watched this movie two weeks ago and it was awesome~! The movie was exactly the same like the cartoons...Almost all of the character in this movie resembles the nickelodeon cartoon version of 'The Legend of Aang; The Last Airbender'.

I like the potrayal of Ang (the main character of this story) such a cute boy~!

I also love the potrayal of Appa (VERY VERY CUTE~!) Aang's bison.

The storyline...what can i say, is very cool...I recommend you guys to watch it and even have a collection of it's DVD..


Some scenes of the story:::

 (p/s: The scene of this movie also very cool~! and it's similar to the one that have been illustrated in the cartoon series...way to go~~!!!)

It is also available in 3D....woah::

THE FOUR MAIN CHARACTER OF THE STORY::

(From the top left: Aang 'the last airbender, avatar', Prince Zuko 'the prince of the fire nation, being isolated by his own father that thinks he is not good or powerful enough to inherit the throne', Katara 'the last water bender in her tribe, younger sister of Sokka' and Sokka 'Katara's brother, one of the water nomad people')

I am wet again. . . . . *sobs*

TODAY I AM WET AGAIN IN THE RAIN...

Well now we have entered the monsoon season..

So now currently in KL it is raining each day, specifically in between the afternoon and evening..

It is somehow cold and full of blessing when the rain comes down..

HOWEVER. . . . . .

It will not be cool anymore if you are caught in the middle of a heavy rainfall

With all your notebooks, lecture notes and  the worse with:::

your HIGHLY EXPENSIVE TEXTBOOKS (because we are using international edition textbooks so it costs over RM100/book)

To make it EVEN MORE TRAGIC..when that particular day you are carrying a laptop around with you..

Your HP PAVILION TX 2032 AU, along with the other things that i stated above were 

soaking in the heavy rain...

WHAT IS YOUR FEELING AT THAT TIME????? hurm..hurm...hurm..=.=

SPEECHLESS RIGHT..???

Well, that's what happens to me...PITY ME~!

Rain falls for centuries
Soaking the loose rocks in space
Sweet rain, the fire's out
The black snag glistens in the rain
& the last wisp of smoke floats up  

I hear leaves drinking rain;
I hear rich leaves on top
Giving the poor beneath
Drop after drop;
'Tis a sweet noise to hear
These green leaves drinking near.

And when the Sun comes out,
After this Rain shall stop,
A wondrous Light will fill
Each dark, round drop;
I hope the Sun shines bright; 

It will be a lovely sight.

Well i hope what happens to me today...will have some hikmah behind this incident...

CHEER UP~! remember AFTER EACH RAIN THERE'S A RAINBOW WAITING FOR YOU..

P/S: i do cried in the rain....because nobody will notice that i am crying for real..Kind of cool though...you will feel the warm tickling tears at your cheeks and at the same time you can feel the cold drops of rain combine with your tears and drains them away....