Mama...I MISS YOU..mama *sobs*

Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang tidur,
jagalah tidurnya dan segarkanlah bangunnya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang beribadah,
terimalah ibadahnya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang berdoa,
kabulkanlah doanya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang bekerja,
ringankanlah perkerjaannya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang terbelenggu kesulitan,
bebaskanlah kesulitannya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang sakit,
sembuhkanlah sakitnya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang bersusah hati,
gembirakanlah hatinya,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang bermusafir,
selamatkanlah perjalanannya,


Jika puan Sharada sedang khilaf,
sayangi dan ampukanlah dia,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang lupa,
ingatlankah,


Jika puan Sharada tersayang sedang lapang dan sejahtera,
kurniakanlah dia rasa syukur yang tiada penghujung,


Amin ya Allah yang maha kuasa...
hanya padamu ak mengadu...
hanya padamu ku mohon pertolongan...
hanya padamu ku berserah...
hanya padamu ku serahkan kepercayaan ku...


Ya Allah, jangan lah engkau pesongkan hati kami setelah engkau tunjukkan kami ke jalan yg benar... sesungguhnya kami sgt kerdil dan lemah tanpa Mu ya Allah....lindungilah kami dari segala kemungakaran dan kejahatan...


Semoga hidup dan matiku sentiasa di bawah rahmat Mu....

Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you say
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two
Is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

p/s: a very sweet song indeed~!

Even though the song has been released for quite some time

BUT i found out that it is still being loved by the listeners

either girl or boy ^_^

well what do you think??

A BATTLE part.2.1

IT'S FRUSTRATING~~~~!!!!!

the arabic exam was very tough indeed ##

I wonder what will i get from 30marks

Hopefully not so bad...

Oh God, do help me please..

As for today, after finishing my paper today..

I DEFINITELY...instantly.....turned CLOUDY

during iftar..i just drink water...i don't feel like eating..

I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY STOMACH RUMBLES #_#

I JUST HAVE NO MOOD TODAY~~~!

A BATTLE part.2

Will be facing one of the most terrifying exam at 1400 today...
The exam entitle al-Lughatul'Arabiah...Arabic Language
Oh dear god..please help me going through this one
Oh how hard i pray..do answer my prayers..please3..uhuw ='(
I know that i am not very good in this subject
BUT...i don't want to fail..please...let me pass
really2 hoping that the questions will be easy and i can answer all of it smoothly..
PRAY FOR ME TOO MY FRIENDS~~!!

i am going to a battle field.........

The weekends

Last weekends were awesome..

even though i am 100% hectic but i truly appreciates it

i have realized my dreams of meeting my loved ones

and to berbuka puasa with them

first in saturday morning i attend the archery class 8am-10am

after that i started to pack up my things for my journey

around 12pm i started my journey from my campus to shah alam section4.

i arrived around 1.45pm due to some wrong turns and massive traffic

i pick up fify and we both traveled to puncak alam

we arrive at puncak alam around 3.30pm

we pick up my adopted brother and he brought his friend to tag along

his friend drive the car because i feel like taking a break

so in the car we discuss lot's of things (especially about where to berbuka puasa)

lastly we decided to berbuka puasa at Pak Li Kopitiam at shah alam section7.

We went there and reserved our place and ordered the food

after that we decided to take a walk around the ramadhan bazaar.

we went to stadium melawati ramadhan bazaar,

oh my god..it is the first time ever i went to the bazaar for this ramadhan month.

i felt excited and happy..there's lots of stalls selling various foods at affordable price~!

dah start rambang mata dah...macam mane ni~!

kuatkan iman 2x beli apa yg perlu aje~!

haha ^_^

yang paling best...my big bro belanja all~!

yeah~~~u go my bro... <3>










ahahahaahahaha ^_^




then we went back to Pak Li Kopitiam and wait for the time to come....
jeng...jeng....jeng...









After finishing everything,
we went to a surau for maghrib prayer
then, we went back to puncak alam (to send my bro & his friend)
well quite hard for us to separate...
well i've never meet my bro for almost 4years...uhuw #_#
However it's time to go.....
Bye~~promise that i'll be meeting you again...

After that i send fify back to her house,
Then i travelled back to my place. . .

p/s: this is not everything that happens during this weekend...
there's a lot more for me to write
but due to some reasons. . .
i decided not to..sorry my friends..
BUT i am sharing with u all the precious moments in my life~!

crying *sobs*

I cried.
So badly.
Cried my head out.
Haven't cried this badly for a really long time.
Tried not to.
But I couldn't.
Insisted to just let it be, say good night and let it be.

today i want to share a lyric...

eventhough this song is an old song..

but it have a very deep meaning..

which somehow suits me. . . . .

p/s: i have post the video clips of this song in my previous entry..

since then i always listen to this song...everyday~!

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika Berada di tempat ku Membayangkan pahit manis berlaku Tak siapa yang tahu Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan Berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan Tak kan ku melupakan Tiada pertimbangan Keheningan malam membalutkan Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan Andai kau jujur memahami Tiadaku menjauhi Dan kisahku yang masih panjang Menambahkan berat yang memandang Lantasku pendam ku putuskan Biarlah rahsia Semakin aku hitung dalam cinta Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya Hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta Dan kisah ku yang masih panjang Menambahkan berat yang memandang Lantas ku pendam ku putuskan Biarlah rahsia Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku...

hurm it have some significant to me...haih~~~~!

Yesterday ^_^

It have been quite a long time since i meet my bestfren NUR HAFISAH
WELL yesterday we met at KL sentral and we went to KLCC
to jalan2 and cuci2 mata kat PC Fair...hehe =)

seronok juga, kalau nak cerita apa yg nak diborakkan banyak sangat la heh~!
tapi ape yg i nak stress kan over here ..
she's such a great girl...
sanggup berkorban datang jauh2 utk jumpe i..
thanx darling

well semalam merupakan hari pertama i dapat senyum, gelak ketawa setelah
sekian lame x berbuat demikian (since i dapat the shocking news)
THANX ONE MORE TIME DEAR ^_^

ape yg paling x dijangka kami berpisah dengan linangan airmata... ='(
fify, honestly i am sorry to make u cried yesterday...
i didn't intended to..
so so so sorry...

the best girl:::

biarlah rahsia- kisahku masih panjang

Shocking

KNOWING SOME FACTS......either it can be a happy fact or a not so happy one...

well i got an unhappy one...

the fact that i already have one d*****e plus another one..

what is going on with me??

oh god....what have u decided for me???

am i going to leave this world?????

Corat-Coret kehidupan..

Lamenye tak tulis blog!! hurm, terasa boring pulak my entries semua in english, jadi sekarang ni i nak mix english and malay...jadi MANGLISH.. haha

Dalam kehidupan ni kita sebenarnya tidak akan kesunyian..namun kenapa ade sesetengah manusia yang masih lagi merasakan bahawa mereka kesunyian dan ditinggalkan?? Hidup sebagai manusia ni kita tidak boleh mengelak daripada in contact dengan manusia lain, kita hidup berkomuniti dan saling depends kepada orang lain..(huhuw ape la aku merepek pagi2 ni tapi x pe la cume nak luahkan ape yang ade kat fikiran ni ha)

haha all this is happening in my life.. i have families around, loving friends, all my networks, but yet i still feel lonely... why ek??? sampai sekarang soalan tu masih x terjawab.. ade sape2 bleh tolong jawabkan???

pejam celik, pejam celik, dah nak habis semester dah, tinggal sebulan aje lagi.. rase sekejap aje.. banyak lagi mende yang perlu dilaksanakan selagi masa masih ade..huhu sekarang memang perlu kuatkan diri, tabahkan hati..masa2 macam ni la ramai yang bengang, nak meletup tak tentu hala, marah sana, marah sini...hei..sabar, sabar semua.. SABAR ITU SEPARUH DARI IMAN KAN??

merepek aje dari tadi.. insyaAllah kalau ade mase saya akan update lagi...huhuw bye