Wordless Wednesday

I am unique, I am one of a kind...

Blabber~~~

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

It's hard to tell what's inside my heart

Lately, i've been starting my final examination...well it's fine really fine...is it? oh well every critical time like this, something would come up and bothers me...why...why...and why?? I don't quite understand it.. It felt like a large lump in my heart pushing to my throat, trying to get out!

Oh friend, you are too precious for me..our friendship is priceless..Don't let our ship be sunked to the bottom of this challenging world...i know we could make through all this together...Don't just turn away..Let's face it!

It have been quite a looooooonngggg time~~

It have been a long time since i updated about my baby glider isn't it? 

Well this is GIZMO...he is already 7 months...

Cakk~! he is a little bit shy of the camera at the first time...

it have been quite a long time i didn't snap a picture of him ^_^

Now he already warmed up~~~Gizmo said: "Hello everybody...long time no see...weeheee!"

p/s: cute isn't he?

yeah another pose...way to go my baby =)

"huwaaarrgghhh too sleepy for any photo shoot during day time"

Yet i woke him up..hehe :)

LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIZMO~!!!!

The Vow Movie Trailer Official (HD)

Wanted to watch this movie with my LOVED ONE~~~ (^_~)

On New Year's Eve

The last day of 2011 and welcoming 2012 with free heart and soul.... Normally during new year's eve, i usually sit by myself and reflect back on the things that i've done and accomplished so far...But for this time i gathered with my family...we all comfortably enjoy the last night of the year together, having dinner and midnight walk~~now how romantic is that?? Well actually tak la romantic sangat sebab everywhere and anytime we take a walk together, rase cam rombongan pun ade...hehe ^____^ because i have a total number of 6 siblings then plus my parents and plus my maid...so we make a total of 9 person walking together....hehe macam mini gathering kan? Well this is my family...

Even though i am with my family at that time, cherishing every moments with joy but my heart still bled because of someone, and as usual that night i did some reflection on myself...YES, i have indeed changed from what i am in 2010. 

• Now i add one more year to my age, progressing further in my studies
• I have my own car, my baby SUZUKI SWIFT SPORT (i named her Snow)
• Keeping all my promises
• be good to my family
• Always be there for my best friends (well not literally, but technically; i did fought with one of my besties but we made up to one another)
• Falling in love
• Keeping the love blooms
• hiding my deep secrets....
• etc 1000x

hehe so far the progress that i reflected throughout year 2011 is all okay~~ but until the month of December, something had happened to me...i think my dear readers know right? December is the toughest month for me in year 2011....until now my heart still bleeds....hurm... 2011 is fading away~~~

Now i don't know whether i should look forward for 2012 brightly or not. Just not sure of the things that are coming.....ouh~~~

Even though it is already quite late, but because we are still in January i would like to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012, and let us welcome this year with our heart opens.....HELLO 2012 ^____^

The Only Exception

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Thorn in between me...

Now i'm onlining using other people's lappy, i miss my cute little lappy..i don't need to type broad because my lappy is only 10 inch compared to this 16 inch! hehe ^_^ What am i going to post for today? Well as we all know, all ipta's student is currently facing their final examination period

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY PEERS WHOM CURRENTLY FACING THEIR FINAL EXAMS!! FIGHTING!

 remarkably this time i felt no mood at all to study...it is not like i am torn between to study or not to study but i am indeed don't want to study at all..OH NO~! NO NO NO NO....

Hehe actually wanted to share with you all something...For a long time i felt that there is a thorn in between my heart...luckily someone arrived into my life and the thorn was gone..but now it is here again, prickling deeply inside my heart and left me bleeding from inside...oh it hurts...it hurts~! *sobs*

 Somehow, people can't see that i'm suffering, i must swallow it all inside me...I must cloud all my true feelings inside and protect it from being known by others by keep smiling and be cheerful at all times...haish being yukie is not an easy task..Now i keep holding on, waiting for the answer to come or perhaps my time will arrive before i even know the answer...nobody will be held responsible to what happens to me...remember that...i know you are reading...hahahahaha (^_~) *spooky mood~!*

Lately i love to write poems, to express my deep feelings...well enjoy:

My knees start to shake

when you are in sight,

my minds filled with wonder

my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 

when did it start 

how can I listen to my mind

without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 

what should I do? 

I can't think of anything 

except of you.

Shouldn't ignore you 

 just give it time

I can't think straight 

my heart controls my mind.

I Say, I Love You...

Every time I say I love you...

I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and 

that I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you 

and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.