Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

mana diriku pergi. . .

Ku termenung...

Hatiku gusar, gundah gulana

Bila ku bertanya

Apa sebabnya??

Apa puncanya???

Hatiku terdiam

Ibarat tiada degupan

Namun masih keruh.

Ku termenung...

Hatiku kusut

Fikiranku runsing

Mengapa? Kenapa?

Pergi!

Pergi daripada diriku

Ku ingin bersendiri

Melayani perasaan

Mencari arah tuju.

Ku termenung...

Mencari punca

Hatiku gusar

Prestasiku menjunam

Apa ubatnya?

Apa caranya??

Apa solusinya???

Supaya ku tegar

Berusaha demi kejayaanku

Menjadi diriku yang dulu.

Ku termenung...

Mengenangkan masa lalu

Masa aku fokus

Masa tujuanku pasti

Masa gemilangku

Semuanya jauh

Terlalu jauh

Tidak tergapai olehku

Tidak tercapai oelhku

Ibarat bukan milikku

Ibarat hanya mimpi dan khayalan

KU TERMENUNG...

My face Range *__* *a secret have been revealed~~check it out girls!*

Some of my friends and even my mom's friends eager to know how i take care of my face...i just answered "i don't know, i never stick with one product all the time, when i bored..i'll change it to another one!" they are damned shocked to hear it...well it's the truth~ I never stick to one product my whole life! i just use the facial cleanser *no matter what brand it is* no other toner or creams or masks or serum or WHATEVER U GIRLS DAB ON UR FACE!! haha (n_n)

I am indeed very lucky that my face doesn't have any complications~~i don't have oily skin nor too dry skin~~i don't have pimples nor rashes~~i don't have white heads nor black heads~~ I AM VERY GRATEFUL TO GOD TO CREATE ME THE WAY I AM~ALHAMDULILLAH~

But as my age is increasing i decided to make a choice and to stick with only one product range for my face...

After lots of thoughts and considerations~~

I decided to choose BIO-ESSENCE TANAKA WHITE RANGE

yeay~! i am indeed very excited about this!

I spotted the starter kit ,which was selling for RM 29.90 each. And now Watsons is selling the kit with 15% off, which is a super duper great deal. I adore the spokesperson of the brand, Linda Chung for her poise and grace. Needless to say, her skin is gratifying me to look at it nonstop !

I don't know much about Tanaka White , so this gratuitious Googler googled her way to satiate her thirst in knowledge. And yes , this was what I got after scavenging the whole search engine.

Nothing.

There isn't much exposure about Tanaka White, but still, I am keen on trying the products.

Why not?

The starter kit is damn cheap.It consists of 6 mini products ; cleanser, toner, day cream, night cream, essence and sheet mask, and hence, very economical to those who wanted to try the range but dared not risk wasting heaps of money if the products are unsuitable to their skin.

The range is said to brighten dull skin and has anti-aging effect( Yay!!!).Also, the range claims to have minimal allergy risk to users.

Bright White Clarifying Softener

This toner is very, very effective in removing dirt and grimes. I always see dark stain on my cotton pad when I use this toner. This is definitely better than most clarifying toner I've used. I will purchase the full size when I'm done with this tiny bottle. Gentle Cleansing Foam

I like the gentle cleanser of this range. It do foams and lathers much, and i love the sweet smell of it ^__^ Rejuvenating Day Cream

Of all the products in this Tanaka White range, I adore this day cream the most. It is lightweight, non-greasy, has brightening effect and gives me fresh-looking skin. And I like how rosy my cheeks look after using the cream. 

I like to see my skin after using the cream . It seems like the light beige shade of the cream does have the properties of tinted moisturiser, that I do not have to use BB cream after that.

* fist to the air*

I am going to repurchase this! Renewal Night Cream

Like most of the night creams available in local drugstores, this night cream is very rich and emollient to skin. Yes, it gives much hydration and moisture to my skin at night and the best part is, my skin will not end up greasy by the time I wake up in the morning. However, the anti-aging and brightening effect is not significant to me. It's either I have to use it for a couple of months to see the full-bloomed effect or I'll skip this. Overall, it is quite a good night cream if hydration is your only concern.
The Whitening Essence

In line with my expectation, the essence does cool my skin! However whether it has any anti-aging effect i don't know because i don't have aging lines yet. ^_____^
White Perfecting Sheet Mask

To say that the mask is bad, it would be an injustice to it. But I cannot say that the mask is that great either. Like the night cream, it only serves as an additional step to achieving better hydrated skin. It does give you the luminous and sparkling bright skin that you always see in the advertisement. I like the mask too~! It soothes my skin and give it a cool and refreshing effect!

My verdict:

I would give it high rating as it doesn't clog my pores and does not skin. Definitely, I will purchase the whole range again~! Thank you Bio Essence!

ReNuNgKaN~~~

           Jangan kamu terlalu memandang, Rendah dan hina pada seseorang, Kerana Allah berkuasa mengubah hati kita... Janganlah menyangka diri kita sahaja, Yang baik dan mulia dari orang lain, Kerana kewujudan riak dan sombong... 

           Ramai insan yang sedar bahawa setiap perbuatan, Yang mereka lakukan akan mendapat balasannya, Tetapi apalah gunanya kesedaran jika, Tidak disertai dengan amalan dan penghayatan... 

          Apabila kamu dapat menguasai nafsu, Ia akan tunduk pada dirimu, Dan boleh dididik ke arah kebaikan, Dipesong ke arah keburukan... 

          Setiap kesalahan yang kamu lakukan seharusnya, Diiringi dengan kekesalan dan kesedaran agar kamu, Tidak digolongkan kepada golongan mereka, Yang akan beroleh kerugian... 

          Kita seringkali mengeluarkan keluhan, Andainya apa yang dihajati tidak berhasil, Tetapi sedarlah seharusnya kita bersyukur, Dan ingatlah bahawa tidak semua insan itu berjaya, Mendapatkan apa yang mereka mahukan...

          Maka ukirlah jiwa yang suci, Lengkaplah pula budi pekerti dan akhlak yang mulia, Tiada kebahagiaan pada paras rupa tetapi kebahagiaan, Muncul hanya pada jiwa yang murni...

NEW YEAR~~2011

 WELCOME MR.2011 

     

HAPPY 2011's YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

eventhough it's already new year..

and everybody should have a new mission to accomplish within this year

i am wondering,,,,,

i am wondering,,,,,,,,, 

COULD I BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN????

Somehow i wish and wish and wish  this year it'll be a fine, happy and successfull year for me... And i also hope that all the problems  that i'll gonna face this year will be solved justly~~

 

AND the biggest WISH is i want to end up living with my LOVED ONE happily~~~! 

LIKE PUCCA AND GARU's SWEET LOVE...

I think . . .part.3

When i just sit a round at a place watching people go by..there are also some people who notice my presence. Mostly the people who walk by me more than 3 times. There are some incidences where people asked me; "what i am doing?" (basically i just answered reading, nothing...or just smile ), "Do you know where this place is?" (asking me directions..hm..*do i look like an information counter???* Well, i'll try my best to help out, if i don't know..really3 don't know where the venue is i'll said i'm sorry, i don't know..) p/s: There's a cute guy asking me where TR24 is and luckily i knew..and he said that i have been much help..*blushing*  i just said okay~~*god of all much things i just said okay???!!!* and then quickly added i'm honored to be able to help you~~*now that's better* hahahaha  wish that i'll meet him again one day~~~heee.. "Do i have class?" (yes i do, but not for the time being~~), "what's the time now?", "How do you do?" etc2... Well i think apart from being an observer i can be an information counter and an intriguee (someone that makes you intrigued *makes you feel like wanna ask lots of question* and i will definitely answer it~~*this is a made up word ok? i don't know if it's english..hehe).

I think . . .part.2

However...there's no such thing as that! Wasn't it??  I realise (from my observation) that every single human being differs from each other either the degree of difference is huge or just slight. The way every people talk, walk, smile and even winks do differs. So it's not a shock that we can't comprehend each other 100% However, it's not impposible okies~?~  Apart from all the differences...we do share some similarities (either you guys notice it or not~~) for example; we all need air to breath, our basic needs (like foods, drinks, home etc2), somebody to be by our side *kinship eyh?* (a friend, friends or someone in special relationship with us, etc2) hehe ^_^ and many more~!~ There are some people who believe they are superior than the others around them in spite there are also some people who just can't stop being inferior than others. Some are shy and some are outgoing. Some are talkative and some are silent (for me a silent person is a very interesting person and a very mysterious person~!~), Some are always mingle in a group yet some just alone and didn't bother about anything else. Well i suggest there's some kind of a balance~~sort of like yin and yang stuff ^_^  

I think . . .part.1

       In the past few days...i found myself thinking...thinking about life, how i do and go on with it. For the past years and years i've been participating in life with all i can, with all i might! Going along with my families, relatives, friends, neighbours and society...Now, i end up as an observer and surprisingly i found that i like it that way. I love to just sit around anywhere in a corner or in a hall way or near the streets, just anywhere that is suitable and comfortable for me...I sit quietly with my textbooks, novels, notes and mp3 player, reading,

listening to the music that i like and at the same time watching people go around, back and forth as the time drift away. It was pretty much like watching a drama series or a live/real TV show~! There's lots of things that i observed; people smiling, talking, frusting, frowning, crying inside/out, happy with friends, loner like me? (i guess so~~) etc2. I found out that i can really be a good observer (so i am on the right track now..taking a degree in human sciences majoring in english language and literature specializing in linguistics, minoring in Islamic revealed knowledge~insyaAllah, pray for my success~amiin), maybe because i can sit at a particular place without moving around for a very2 long time (i do mean it~~! the shortest time i can stay at one place without budging is approximately 4 hours!) and my eyes won't miss even a single thing! I wish, oh how i wish~~is my eyes were the lens of a powerful camcorder which have an unlimited memory storage, so that i can share every single thing that i see with the rest of the world! 

Comic Fiesta 2010 Aims To Reward Visitors and Challenge Perceptions

18-19 December 2010

Grand Ballroom, Berjaya Times Square Hotel

Berjaya Times Square

Jalan Imbi

Kuala Lumpur

Since it’s humble beginnings as a small exhibition at the Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall in 2002, Comic Fiesta has grown exponentially in both size and scope to become the premier ACG (Anime, Comics & Games) event in Malaysia. The 2009 edition of this expo brought in almost 8,000 visitors from all walks of life together under the roof of the Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre, the biggest audience yet for an ACG event organized in Malaysia.

Now, Comic Fiesta 2010 looks set to break the record yet again. Being held at the Manhattan Ballroom of Berjaya Times Square Hotel in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, on 18 and 19 December 2010, this year’s iteration organized by Sequential Youth Arts Society (SAYS) is planned to bring “more of everything”, as well as challenge the local perception of what an ACG event can offer to its visitors and the Malaysian ACG community.

In addition to the ever-popular Artists Booth (formerly known as the Doujin Market) and anticipated Cosplay Competitions, Comic Fiesta 2010 will also be premiering new, never-seen-before attractions for all visitors.

Tickets are priced at RM15 for a one-day entry, and may be purchased at the venue itself. Visitors can also choose to pre-order their

tickets at RM25 for both days using the order form from the official website. Application forms for the cosplay and karaoke competitions are also available from the website.

For more information of all the activities planned for Comic Fiesta 2010 as well as ticketing inquiries, visit the official website at http://www.comicfiesta.org. It is constantly being updated with new guidelines and the latest announcements.

About SAYS

Sequential Youth Arts Society (SAYS) is a volunteer-run, non-profit organization that aims to educate the public about the ever-expanding ACG community in Malaysia. Established in 2009, its ultimate goal is to create a dynamic avenue where local and international creative talents can come together and push the Malaysian creative industry forward through innovative new ideas.

IMPIAN TAHUN BARU: REMEH TAPI PERLU!

Ayat yang biasa kita tuturkan setiap kali menjelang tahun baru,

“Saya mahu berubah.”

“Saya akan lakukan perubahan dalam hidup.”

“Saya mahu lakukan yang lebih baik.”

Bagus tu. Itulah yang sebenarnya dianjurkan. Berubah ke arah yang lebih baik.

Namun, lebih baik seandainya dispesifikasikan perubahan yang ingin dilakukan.

Lebih baik juga kalau dapat membuat checklist yang diharapkan dapat mengingatkan kita yang sememangnya sering terlupa dengn perancangan perubahan yang kita bina setiap tahun.

Saya menulis artikel ini bukan kerana mahu menjadi motivator atau kaunselor anda semua. Bukan juga mahu menjadi perancang masa depan yang hebat. Hanya sekadar menghangatkan sesuatu yang bukan sahaja sudah semakin sejuk, malah bimbang semakin dilupakan. Menyeru diri saya dan anda semua melakukan perubahan dalam urusan yang mungkin agak REMEH sahaja, tepi PERLU.

(Perubahan dalam urusan yang besar, anda tentukan sendiri yer)

Apa kata tahun ini kita membuat sedikit perubahan dalam perkara-perkara berikut. Biarpun sedikit, yang penting konsisten dan istiqamah sepanjang tahun.

Bermula dari awal hari kehidupan:

1. Kita mulakan hari dalam kehidupan dengan bertekad menunaikan solat Subuh. Subuh di dalam waktunya. Bukan Subuh gajah. Bukan juga Subuh dinasour. Jadi, walau apapun, perlu bertekad bangun pagi seawal azan Subuh berkumandang.  Lebih baik kalau dapat Subuh berjamaah. Tidak kira di masjid, surau ataupun di rumah. Di masjid, berjamaah dengan jamaah surau yang lain. Di rumah, berjamaah dengan isteri dan anak-anak yang menjadi amanah besar daripada Allah yang perlu dijaga dan dididik.

2. Mengembalikan nostalgia membaca Al-Quran. Kalau naskah Al-Quran sudah sekian lama tidak disentuh, di awal tahun ni sentuhlah ia agar sentuhan itu bisa mengundang kerinduan untuk membacanya setiap hari. Lebih baik seandainya dapat membaca Al-Quran setiap kali selesai solat fardu. Jika tidak berupaya, cukuplah membacanya setiap hari walaupun hanya sekali sehari. Asalkan kita tidak meninggalkan Al-Quran yang hakikatnya itulah PEDOMAN AGUNG dalam kehidupan ini.

3. Membiasakan kembali diri untuk membaca doa-doa harian yang mudah-mudah. Kalau sudah berumah tangga, amalan ini akan menjadi didikan tidak langsung kepada isteri atau suami serta anak-anak. Mudah sahaja. Baca doa dengan suara yang dapat didengar oleh isteri, suami dan anak-anak ketika masuk dan keluar tandas, doa makan, doa naik kenderaan, doa masuk dan keluar rumah, doa melihat cermin dan doa-doa mudah yang lain. Jadikan ia sebagai rutin yang mudah. Pasti ia dapat membina satu suasana atau bi’ah islamiyyah dalam kehidupan kita. Mudah sahaja bukan?

4. Menanamkan tekad untuk mengenakan pakaian yang sesuai dengan corak pemakaian Islam yang baik seperti memakai tudung yang menepati garis panduan Islam yang betul. Pilihlah mana sahaja berkenan dan menepati citarasa anda fesyen-fesyen tudung banyak terdapat di pasaran asalkan ianya tidak jarang dan tidak menampakkan leher dan dada. Jangan sampai kita berfesyen tetapi lupa akan kriteria-kriteria fesyen yang dibenarkan Islam. Begitu juga dengan baju. Berfesyenlah, asalkan menutup aurat, tidak menampakkan bentuk badan, jarang, dan menjolok mata kerana jika mengingkarinya, ianya akan mengundang derita dan sengsara di Akhirat kelak. Bagi yang bergelar suami, bantulah isteri dan anak-anak anda berpakaian seperti membelikan pakaian yang menutup aurat dan memberi nasihat dengan baik dan pandangan dengan gaya pemakaian yang mereka kenakan setiap hari sama ada dalam keadaan rasami mahupun santai. Andalah pemimpin dan penasihat Dunia dan Akhirat mereka.

5. Bagi mereka yang sudah mendapat ‘title’ suami dan bapa, sesekali tanamkanlah tekad untuk ‘mencemar duli’ bagi meringankan tugas isteri menguruskan rumah dan anak-anak. Kasihanilah isteri anda yang kepenatan. Membantu isteri membasuh pakaian (letak sahaja baju-baju di dalam mesin basuh, mesin yang akan mencucinya), menjemur pakaian, atau membuang sampah yang sudah memenuhi tong sampah rumah, tidak akan menjatuhkan nilai kepimpinan yang anda miliki. Percayalah!

Andai punya isteri yang suka membebel, biarkanlah. Sekejap sahaja. Nanti akan baik sendiri. Pagi tadi, ketika bersarapan pagi nasi lemak yang suami saya belikan di kedai, saya tertarik dengan tajuk artikel dari Dr. H.M. Tuah yang terdapat pada pembungkus nasi lemak. “Tajuknya: Berbeza itu serasi namanya”.  Membincangkan sifat suami isteri yang berbeza itu adalah keserasian. Isteri yang pendiam, biasanya suaminya adalah seorang yang banyak bercakap. Dan begitulah sebaliknya. Kerena itu, jika anda punya isteri yang kerap membebel, redhalah kerana itu adalah kebiasaan sifat seorang wanita yang kepenatan menguruskan rumahtangga yang tidak pernah habis kerjanya. Selami kisah bagaimana Sayyidina Umar berhadapan dengan isterinya yang sedang membebel. Pasti anda akan merasa kagum dengannya.

6. Khusus bagi mereka yang sudah berumah tangga. Di saat anda menikmati detik-detik bahagia bersama isteri dan anak-anak, luangkan masa juga untuk bersama sahabat anda yang sedang menghadapi kesusahan dan derita. Andai bantuan kewangan tidak dapat diberikan, sokongan dan kebersamaan anda bersama mereka sebenarnya amatlah bernilai. Pasti segala bantuan dan sokongan yang anda hulurkan tidak akan disia-siakan Allah. Bagaimana jika jauh jaraknya? Bukankah teknologi komunikasi negara kita sudah mencapai ke tahap yang boleh dibanggakan? Kenapa tidak dimaksimumkan penggunaannya untuk tujuan kebajikan? Alat-alat komunikasi 3G, iPhone4, Facebook, semuanya boleh membantu anda ibarat dunia ini tiada sempadannya.

7. Syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu. Itulah yang perlu diingat selalu. Kesibukan mengejar kesenangan dunia jangan sampai membuat kita alpa dengan gelaran ANAK yang kita miliki. Sayangi ibu dan ayah dengan menzahirkan kasih dan sayang anda kepada mereka. Buatlah apa sahaja asalkan mereka bahagia mendapat seorang anak seperti anda. Seringlah menziarahi mereka. Bertanya khabarlah dengan ibu dan bapa anda sekerap yang mungkin. Mereka pasti gembira seolah-olah anda sentiasa di sisi walaupun hakikatnya anda jauh beribu batu dari mereka.

Cukuplah sekadar 7 perkara untuk saya sentuh dan berikan perhatian untuk kali ini. REMEH TETAPI PERLU! Untuk impain yang ‘besar-besar’, anda tentukanlah sendiri. Buatlah planning yang baik agar kita tidak mensia-siakan usia yang Allah pinjamkan buat sementara. Saya mendoakan agar impian dan harapan tahun baru kita semua kali ini akan mencapai sasarannya.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1432 Hijriyyah