Through the memory lane

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A Business That I Dream Of…

Last night, I read through my old diaries. I have three diaries that I have written since I am in primary school. One diary I wrote it during my primary school, another one I wrote it during high school and the last diary is the one that I am still writing on until now. When I read through my diaries I remember all the sweet memories that I have gone through in my life. I remember clearly one time when I was ten years old, my mom taught me how to cook. By adding flavor to some dishes with just a pinch of salt then the dish that we cook is ready to be served. It results in a very tasty and delicious dish. Mom said, when people eat our delicious food, their heart will bloom like flowers. At that particular time I didn’t understand what does she meant? Now I understand, we can make people happy with our cooking. Well my mom makes my dad, me and all of our family happy with just her cooking. Thank you mom for every lovely and tasty dishes that u make. Since I am ten years old, I want to be a good cook like my mom. She is my role model, my inspiration.

I always dream of having my own restaurant. Seeing people that tastes my cooking and I could make them happy. I wanted to be involved in food commerce world. So in order to achieve my dream, I take many classes in culinary skills and pastries. Apart from that I also take business classes and went through many workshops and seminars to enhance my soft skills. Well in order to succeed in a business we must be both good in our product and also customer service right? I am also involving myself in some extracurricular activities at my school. I joined ‘Persatuan Ushawan Muda’ while I studied at MARA Junior Science College Kota Putra (2003-2005) and at MARA Junior Science College Taiping (2006-2007). It is a good experience for me joining the society. I get to know more people, enlarging my network, managing accounts and many more. It also teaches me how to find a new opportunity in business world, how to deal with the marketing, how to serve my customers, how to control our business’s finance and many more. Oh yes, I hold the Marketing and Output executive position wasn’t that fun? Well I gain lots of knowledge to become a better businesswoman in future.

The restaurant that I will be opening will serve all kind of dishes, either local foods or international foods. I decide to make it this way because I already gain knowledge about both dishes and for me, customers have various appetites and I want my restaurant can serve whatever they want to eat. Sounds like it is impossible to accomplish is it? Well for me there’s nothing impossible in this world, as long as you want to do it and you try hard to get it. I will name my restaurant as ‘Teratak Puteri’. My mom gives me that idea when I tell her I want to open my own restaurant. I like my mom’s idea because the name sounds classical and nostalgic, so that my customer will find out that my restaurant as one of their best place to go to eat. My restaurant will use the concept of traditional village and also a little blend of modern contemporary theme. It will be very interesting trying to combine classical world with our modern world right now. I don’t want to use the modern theme for my restaurant because there will be nothing special about my restaurant, it will be identical to all the restaurants in our country. I want my customer to enjoy their meal with calm, happy and enjoy feeling.

Apart from just selling foods, my restaurant also will provide some unique services such as delivery service, free wireless service and many more. I want my customer to have all the priorities that they need. From my restaurant’s name ‘Teratak Puteri’ I will be hiring just girls as my staff. I want to attract more customers by using these girls; my idea is funny isn’t it? If my first restaurant becomes successful and popular I will open the second branch of my restaurant. I will name the second branch as ‘Teratak Putera’. Well from the name you can guess, all the workers will be charming and handsome guys. It really contrasts from my first branch but it is okay isn’t it? I also will take care of my staff so that they are happy working with me and they will be working harder than before. I will provide them a pantry where they can have their rest, a locker for each of them where they can keep their belongings while working, a house for those who didn’t have a place to live and lastly a bank account where their salary will be paid through it. I also will open the opportunity for them to further their studies in the field of culinary.

I think this is all I can say about ‘a business that I dream of’. Everybody have their own dream to reach for the skies and stars, but not all of them can make their dream become real because some of them were just dreaming and didn’t do anything for it. Well I hope my dream will be come true one day by my hard work and seriousness. With all my skills that I possessed and the experience that I went through will become handy and help me to achieve this dream. I might not make this business as my main field of work, perhaps just as my side income. My mom and dad always support me to achieve my dream, so I don’t want to make them feel bad I will strive my best and bring my dream to the reality world. Wish me luck for it!

'you get the chicken by hatching the egg, not by smashing it'

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The quote 'you get the chicken by hatching the egg, not by smashing it' brings a lot of meaning. From my understanding, the quote means that in order to get something that is perfect we must be very careful in our steps that we make to make sure that we can achieve the best final results. For instance, in a world of a student. Every student must have their aims and goals in their studies. Mostly aims to achieve good grades in all of the examination. They also tend to aim to get a high salary jobs and conduct a luxurious living after finishing their studies.

It do sound wonderful right?? Well as i said before in order to get something that is perfect we must be very careful in our steps that we make to make sure that we can achieve the best final results. So in order for these students to achieve their goals they must plan every steps that they take. For example, i take one of the goals of a student that is to get good grades and pointers in their examinations. In order to fulfill this goal the students must have good plans such as do early revision, pay attention in class, doing homework and assignments, do a lot of exercise and many more.

So with these careful steps they will manage to get the goal that is good grades or so called the chicken hatch from the egg. However if the student try to smash the egg they will not get their goals complete. In addition they will tend to fall in other bad things. For example if the students take shortcut in their examinations such as last minute studies, didn't pass up their homework or assignments and even worse attempt cheating in the examination. They will get caught and they mess up their exams. Instead they didn't achieve their true goals of study that is to gain good results

What do you guys think????

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Apabila memandang anak-anak didikku pada minggu ini, aku menjadi sayu... Sangat-sangat sayu. Aku terpaksa berpisah dengan mereka semua memandangkan Jumaat ini adalah hari terakhir aku berkhidmat di sekolah.. huhuww sedihnya!! Bergenang selalu airmata ni, adoyai.. Tanpa ku sedari ku sayang semua anak-anak muridku...

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Masih ingat tak yang sebelum ni yukie kata yukie dah nak tinggalkan sekolah, dah habis kontrak perkhidmatan... Pada tarikh 3 Mei 2013 betapa sedihnya hati ni nak tinggalkan anak-anak murid yang mula mendapat tempat istimewa dalam hatiku.. Terutamanya Tingkatan 2 Ibnu Rusyd.. Almaklum la yukie bukan setakat mengajar mereka tapi merangkap guru tingkatan.. Walaupun mereka ni kebanyakannya nakal-nakal, tapi di hati yukie mereka semua sweet sangat-sangat! Walaupun kelas ni sentiasa ada buat masalah, siap feymes lagi dengan Cikgu Bakar dan Ustaz Tajuddin, yukie tetap sayang mereka... adoyai, susah betul jadi diriku ini, cepat jatuh sayang! Untuk tujuan kenang-kenangan, kami pun bergambar...

Ahahaha :) jangan risau bukan 2IR aje yang bertakhta di hati Cikgu Yusra ni..! Terasa lagi berat hati ni nak meninggalkan kelas 4 Ibnu Sina. Lagi la banyak ragamnya, walaupun belajar Biologi tapi tak gaya macam budak sains pun.. Tak de stress2 kan? ahahaha :D Untuk 4IS, yukie tinggalkan mereka sebuah lagu agar mereka sentiasa bersemangat, terus maju ke hadapan dan supaya nama Cikgu Yusra ni sentiasa terukir di ingatan mereka.. Malu oooo nyanyi dalam Lab Bio.. Tapi x pe la, sekali sekala ye x?? Ni la 4IS yang disayangi:::

Yang perempuan semua sopan-sopan and sweet2.. Ahahahaha, yang mahal tu budak-budak lelakinya sporting and fun! Siap buat gaya Gwiyomi lagi >.< Definitely won't forget you guys!

Selepas tamat sesi persekolahan, yukie melangkah dengan berat meninggalkan sekolah.. Sambil memujuk hati ni that everything will turn out just fine..

Eh2, tahu-tahu malam tu dapat panggilan daripada PPD mengatakan bahawa kontrak yukie disambung lagi tiga bulan menggantikan Cikgu Roshaniza yang baru ambil cuti bersalin! Waaah gembiranya hati bukan kepalang! Bila fikir-fikir balik, kelakar pun ada! Poyo aje sedih-sedih, siap budak-budak buat jamuan perpisahan, bagi hadiah, bergambar apa sume.. hehehehe, mereka mesti terkejut bila tengok Cik Yusra ni akan masih berada di sekolah...! Well takdir menentukan yukie berkhidmat sebagai seorang tenaga pengajar lebih panjang... Alhamdulillah, syukur....

Time Machine...beep..beep..back to 21 April 2013

Hari bersejarah, tarikh yang akan kekal sebagai tarikh keramat bagi diriku... tepat jam 6.40 petang aku eksiden di jalan ketapang, pekan. MasyaAllah, tidak dapat ku gambarkan dengan kata-kata apa yang berlaku.. Kereta berpusing 5 kali terbabas langgar penghadang besi tepi jalan. Kemudian tersadai melintang tengah jalan. Pada ketika itu kaki ku tersepit, pintu kereta tak bleh bukak, tatkala itu adikku menjerit ''kak ina, LORIIIII!!!!''. Lalu ku pandang sebelah kanan, ternampak la lori yg besar dan laju. Adikku dengan segera melompat keluar berkaki ayam melarikan diri sementara aku tersepit. Masa itu aku mendengar azan berkumandang dengan sangat kuat di telingaku. Aku cuba untuk meloloskan diri namun tek berjaya.. Aku pasrah, aku tawakkal padaNya. Andai inilah ajalku...aku mengucapkan syahadah..Namun tiba-tiba mataku silau dengan kilauan cahaya biru. Oh kereta peronda polis, mereka cuba untuk memperlahankan lori itu. Alhamdulillah lori itu sempat brek...jarak antara lori dengan kereta sedepa aje mase tu.. Kemudian aku dikeluarkan dari kereta oleh orang-orang kampung.... Kepala ku rasa pening akibat hentakan yang kuat di cermin pintu dan di stereng kereta... Aku blurr... blurr sangat-sangat! Orang tanye apa pun time tu aku boleh jawab ''tak tahu, saya tak tahu.''

Kereta ku, Snow, remuk teruk... Astaghfirullahalazim..! Ya Allah apakah dugaan ku kali ini... Aku masih tidak stabil ketika itu... Ingin ku ceritakan lebih lanjut namun kenangan ini begitu pahit dan tragis bagi ku...

Bersabarlah Wahai Adikku

Dimana2 saja ada cabaran, ujian dan dugaannya..hanya Bentuk, cara ujian yg dihadapi itu yg berbeza..kdg2 ujian ktika kita bahagia samada kita bersyukur atau sebaliknya..ketika kita sakit kita putus asa atau berpegang padaNYA, ketika kita gembira adakah kita ingat akan pesanannya yg terdapat dlm ayat2 al-quran dan hadith2 NabI atau kita terlalu gembira sampai xigt akhirat..masalah jgk..,ketika kita susah dan senang adakah kita ingat dn dekatkn diri padaNYA atau pon sebaliknya..itu semua lumrah hidup..

Apalah erti kehidupan jika tiada Ujian, Dugaan dan Cabaran?..suka duka, susah senang, kaya miskin semua adalah ujian yg diberikanNYA, Ujian itu juga merupakan satu tarbiyyah dari ALLAH..terutama dalam menegakkan yg benar dan yg adil memang saya tak nafikan dugaannya lagi besar..kerna setiap ujian samada kecil atau besar tujuannya hanyalah ingin menguji tahap keimanan kita kepadaNYA...tahap kesabaran kita sampai tahap mana?..kita boleh bersabar atau sebaliknya..Semuanya termasuk dlm nikmat dari ALLAH..dan dari setiap pengalaman yg kita lalui itulah yg membentuk diri kita kelak menjadi lebih matang dan bersahsiah...Insyaallah..

Janganlah bersedih wahai Adikku dan temanku..sesungguhnya setiap perjuangan yg kita hadapi akan dihiasi luka2 yg perit kerna jikalau perjuangan itu mudah..xde ujian dn dugaan adakah ia bernilai dan bermakna di sisiNYA??..Hanya ALLAH yg mengetahui apa yg tersirat di balik ujian yg dberikanNYA..dan setiap keperitan yg dilalui ada kemanisannya yg kita dapat..Insyaallah jikalau bukan didunia tapi di akhirat kelak dan JANJI ALLAH itu benar!!

Saya doakan adik2 dan teman2 seperjuangan dan semua umat Islam yg xpernah penat dan jemu serta sabar dan tabah dlm mempertahankan agama Islam dari dicalar dan digadai maruah..Semoga anda semua sentiasa dibawah LindunganNYA, dibawah RahmatNYA, dibawah HidayahNYA...Insyaallah selagi anda berjuang tegakkan AGAMANYA(DINNYA), AMALANNYA, DAN PEGANGANNYA!!...Aminn..^_^

P/S: Adikku jgn bersedih..jgn berputus asa, dan sentiasalah sabar dan tabah menghadapinya..jangan lupa ada lagi yg setia dan sentiasa mendengar masalahmu..ALLAH sentiasa setia disisi hambaNYA..hanya hambanya yg sentiasa lupa padaNYA..rintihkanlah masalahmu padaNYA, tangislah padaNYA..nescaya DIA tak pernah meninggalkan dirimu..Insyaallah..^_^

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Masih ku ingat masa kali pertama menjejakkan kaki di SMK Sungai Soi ni sebagai Guru Ganti... Masa tu environment sekolah ni sangat diam...tenang aje.. Dalam hatiku terdetik "hm, bagus nye sekolah ni...budak-budak pun berdisiplin."

RUPA-RUPANYA, mereka tengah menduduki Peperiksaan Penggal Pertama... Ceh patut la aman dan tenang suasananya... Hari pertama tu jugak aku dapat kertas jawapan peperiksaan Biologi Tingkatan 4 Ibnu Sina dan 5 Ibnu Sina... Terkial-kial aku dibuatnya...mane nak cekau skema jawapan ni??

Fuuhhh..Fuuuhh tarik nafas panjang-panjang dan ku cuba utk review soalan-soalan mereka dahulu...ooooo tentang ini... Maka aku pun mula menanda kertas tersebut satu per satu... Hm, tak la rumit sangat... Sampai la kepada kertas dua, ku mula menahan perut daripada tergelak *almaklum la, dalam bilik guru, mane bleh gelak AHAHAHAHAHA, nanti mengganggu cikgu-cikgu lain, kene pangkah aku nanti*.. Dah tak tahan sangat aku menunda kerja menanda kertas untuk disambung dirumah..

Haish macam-macam jawapan pelik-pelik yang mereka ni bagi... Agaknya kuat sangat bertafakur, bertawakkal dan memerah otak masa jawab soalan peperiksaan sampai berputar-putar jawapan yang diberi! >.< Yang paling tak boleh blah, ade budak tu, soalan suruh lukis sel tumbuhan dalam larutan hipertonik...DIA PERGI LUKIS SEL KANGKUNG dalam bikar...ADOI...memang gelak terguling-guling gua dibuatnya...

Adeh anak-anak biologi ku. Tak pe, nanti bila cikgu masuk mengajar nanti cikgu akan cuba yang terbaik untuk membantu kamu semua memahami subjek Biologi ini dengan lebih mendalam... InsyaAllah~~~

Di bawah ni ade koleksi kertas peperiksaan yang lawak-lawak...Moh kita gelak sakan bersama-sama!!

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Semenjak menjadi tenaga pengajar ni, banyak mende yang menimpa diriku.. Sampai tahap ada cikgu-cikgu lame kat sekolah tu cakap bahawa diriku ini tabah dan tenang dalam menghadapi dugaan.. Alhamdulillah aku bukan seorang yang cepat melatah apabila musibah melanda diri... Selain itu menjadi tenaga pengajar ni banyak memberi pengajaran pada diriku... Dapat kenal dengan students yang macam-macam kerenahnya..ada yang nakal...ada yang tersipu-sipu malu... COMEL BELAKA! Kadang-kadang tu rase tak sabar-sabar nak ke sekolah nak jumpa mereka semua..

Tetapi, tinggal lagi tiga minggu aku akan berkhidmat sebagai guru ganti...Selepas itu, Cikgu Sharifah Kamariah akan kembali bertugas seperti biasa.. Maka aku perlu mengundurkan diri.. Macam mana akan aku handle perpisahan kali ini???? Haaa kita tengok nanti >.<

HOW AM I GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO THEM. . . . . .

Bingkisan Cinta

Aku x berapa pasti dgn apa kemahuan hati dan perasaanku, aku mahu menemuinya tetapi aku x tahu ke mana harus aku pergi. Teringin utk melihat wajahnya, lirikan matanya, dan juga senyumannya. Betapa ku rindu saat dulu, saat kami sentiasa bersama. Saat aku dan dia bagai belangkas, melekat berdua x kira ke mana pun. 

Oh betapa ku rindu saat pertama dia memegang tanganku. Dapat kurasakan kehangatan tangannya yang begitu dekat, kejap, lembut memegang tanganku. Ingin sekali diriku merasai lagi kehangatan tangannya. Sayang ku amat amat merindui mu. Hadirlah dihadapanku sayang. Asalkan aku dapat melihat dirimu, itu sudah cukup menjadi pengubat rinduku yang memuncak! 

Sayangku, apa yang ku pinta darimu adalh, hadirlah di hadapanku, walaupun sekali. Agar aku dapat menghilangkan rasa rindu yang berat, yang sudah x dapat ditanggung oleh hatiku yang kecil ini. Ya Allah, pertemukan lah kami berdua, berikanlah kami kebahagiaan yang berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat kami. Amiin...

Wordless Wednesday

I am unique, I am one of a kind...

Blabber~~~

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

It's hard to tell what's inside my heart

Lately, i've been starting my final examination...well it's fine really fine...is it? oh well every critical time like this, something would come up and bothers me...why...why...and why?? I don't quite understand it.. It felt like a large lump in my heart pushing to my throat, trying to get out!

Oh friend, you are too precious for me..our friendship is priceless..Don't let our ship be sunked to the bottom of this challenging world...i know we could make through all this together...Don't just turn away..Let's face it!

It have been quite a looooooonngggg time~~

It have been a long time since i updated about my baby glider isn't it? 

Well this is GIZMO...he is already 7 months...

Cakk~! he is a little bit shy of the camera at the first time...

it have been quite a long time i didn't snap a picture of him ^_^

Now he already warmed up~~~Gizmo said: "Hello everybody...long time no see...weeheee!"

p/s: cute isn't he?

yeah another pose...way to go my baby =)

"huwaaarrgghhh too sleepy for any photo shoot during day time"

Yet i woke him up..hehe :)

LOVE YOU SO MUCH GIZMO~!!!!

The Vow Movie Trailer Official (HD)

Wanted to watch this movie with my LOVED ONE~~~ (^_~)

On New Year's Eve

The last day of 2011 and welcoming 2012 with free heart and soul.... Normally during new year's eve, i usually sit by myself and reflect back on the things that i've done and accomplished so far...But for this time i gathered with my family...we all comfortably enjoy the last night of the year together, having dinner and midnight walk~~now how romantic is that?? Well actually tak la romantic sangat sebab everywhere and anytime we take a walk together, rase cam rombongan pun ade...hehe ^____^ because i have a total number of 6 siblings then plus my parents and plus my maid...so we make a total of 9 person walking together....hehe macam mini gathering kan? Well this is my family...

Even though i am with my family at that time, cherishing every moments with joy but my heart still bled because of someone, and as usual that night i did some reflection on myself...YES, i have indeed changed from what i am in 2010. 

• Now i add one more year to my age, progressing further in my studies
• I have my own car, my baby SUZUKI SWIFT SPORT (i named her Snow)
• Keeping all my promises
• be good to my family
• Always be there for my best friends (well not literally, but technically; i did fought with one of my besties but we made up to one another)
• Falling in love
• Keeping the love blooms
• hiding my deep secrets....
• etc 1000x

hehe so far the progress that i reflected throughout year 2011 is all okay~~ but until the month of December, something had happened to me...i think my dear readers know right? December is the toughest month for me in year 2011....until now my heart still bleeds....hurm... 2011 is fading away~~~

Now i don't know whether i should look forward for 2012 brightly or not. Just not sure of the things that are coming.....ouh~~~

Even though it is already quite late, but because we are still in January i would like to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012, and let us welcome this year with our heart opens.....HELLO 2012 ^____^

The Only Exception

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Thorn in between me...

Now i'm onlining using other people's lappy, i miss my cute little lappy..i don't need to type broad because my lappy is only 10 inch compared to this 16 inch! hehe ^_^ What am i going to post for today? Well as we all know, all ipta's student is currently facing their final examination period

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY PEERS WHOM CURRENTLY FACING THEIR FINAL EXAMS!! FIGHTING!

 remarkably this time i felt no mood at all to study...it is not like i am torn between to study or not to study but i am indeed don't want to study at all..OH NO~! NO NO NO NO....

Hehe actually wanted to share with you all something...For a long time i felt that there is a thorn in between my heart...luckily someone arrived into my life and the thorn was gone..but now it is here again, prickling deeply inside my heart and left me bleeding from inside...oh it hurts...it hurts~! *sobs*

 Somehow, people can't see that i'm suffering, i must swallow it all inside me...I must cloud all my true feelings inside and protect it from being known by others by keep smiling and be cheerful at all times...haish being yukie is not an easy task..Now i keep holding on, waiting for the answer to come or perhaps my time will arrive before i even know the answer...nobody will be held responsible to what happens to me...remember that...i know you are reading...hahahahaha (^_~) *spooky mood~!*

Lately i love to write poems, to express my deep feelings...well enjoy:

My knees start to shake

when you are in sight,

my minds filled with wonder

my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 

when did it start 

how can I listen to my mind

without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 

what should I do? 

I can't think of anything 

except of you.

Shouldn't ignore you 

 just give it time

I can't think straight 

my heart controls my mind.